elvenjaneite | (no subject)

I've been thinking lately about how my world and ambitions seem to have shrunk over the past few years. I used to be excited about traveling and I used to want to be known for something. These days, it seems like I just want to make it through. I don't know if it's been the trump years + pandemic, or what, but it's a definite shift for me and I'm not sure yet if it's a positive or negative one.

Anyway, we both have covid and it stinks! We're fine, not serious cases, but the last two months have just been one thing after another. I'm slowly starting to feel a bit better so hopefully we'll both continue to improve. We've basically been lying around the house since Friday. Ugh! Hoping that June is a little less intense.

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I'm so sorry about the COVID, and I've also really been feeling this lately. My mom asked me the other day how things were going, and I just stared at her for a minute before saying, "Absolutely nothing changes from one day to the next. It's going exactly the same way it's been going for the past two and a half years." I miss being able to *plan* things. Even just little ones. But at least we have been making it through?

Yep. And even if you do make plans, they feel more tentative, because everything's still so unsettled. I feel like people talked a lot about the effects of this on mental health in the beginning of the pandemic, but it's still there!